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Noticing

I was texting with a friend today.  We were discussing how we wish we didn't need time to recharge.   That we could be adventurous or at least full of energy EVERY day.  

Then it hit me.  

God knows us.  He provided a day of rest.  We need to embrace that.  Maybe that means redoing and rethinking our activity on that day?  

Maybe it means we need to embrace rest.

I know for me it's not restful to keep up with other people.   Mostly because, for me at least, when I read about others, I automatically compare where I am right now to where they are in a post, a conversation, a passing moment, or something that may not even be true.  Constantly measuring myself and comparing.

That my friends...is death.

I'm learning that in my "quest" to better myself...or become more spiritual...or manage my time better...or fill in the blank...the problem is that I'm focusing on ME.

I need to die to self in order to fully live.

To fully see the opportunities in front of me. The God-moments all around.   How could I EVER see them if all I see is...me?


So maybe...on that day of rest...I need to practice taking a break from myself.

Not even sure how that happens, or how it's embraced...but it's a quest...and I'm game.


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